Emotions.

Remember th goals you set for me? I rememeber it very clearly. That's th reason why I am studying so, so hard lately. Because I want t achieve those goals. Idk why but it seems so important t me. I just keep forcing myself t study. There are times when I study until I think I am going crazy, study until my brain feels like exploding. But I force myself t continue. I get so tired lately easily. I guess it's because I am facing long hours of books recently. But I kept telling myself not t give up, kept looking at your photos and motivating myself t preservere. At th very least, if I don't fufil those target you set for me... I know I have tried my very best. Chemistry is my most hated subject. It still is. But it's your favorite. You wanted me t get a B3 but I failed during term 3. 'm not gonna fail it this time round again. No I won't. I will read and study for it, even if I hate it like #^€%^*. I guess 'm naive. T do everything for you, t think of you before everything even if we are no longer together. Today, when I saw you. I Thought you would walk past me at th very least. But at tg sight of me, you simply turned away immediately and walked off. My heart really sank t my gut than. Totally sank down. Does th sight of me really irk you that much? Why do you seem t avoid me . Damn . Why . Do . I . Love . You . Still . So . Much . Never fading not even th slightest.