That night.

As 'm typing this. That very night that you left me just flash through my mind. Yes the day you left me haunts me continuously. I could remember it so clearly. As though it just happened only yesterday. I remembered..
That day was the time when we were already separated . We never text for the second day after our separation. I was hoping that you would text me . And than suddenly while I was lying on my bed starring at my phone. And suddenly your name just appeared. When I saw your name, I felt so hopeful. Never did I thought it was gonna be a complete nightmare. We broke up officially that day. I called you , cried non stop on the phone while I pleaded continuously. All you said was " 不要哭了啦.. " but I could not stop. It took me so much courage to actually force out the words " please don't leave me. " and yet you just hung up my phone. It was pointless. Nothing I do could actually make you stay. I cried, I cried for 4 hours straight , and that was the first time I really cried myself to sleep. That very night.. I don't know what else to do. You left me as though I have never meant anything to you before. You made it seems sp easy and yet it was near impossible for me.

I will love you always . Always . I miss you Eugene goh ming run.