Sucks to expect so much from someone and ending up with a crap load of disappointment. You make me feel so worthless, like I meant just so little to you, when your words say otherwise. But doesn't action speak louder than words? I don't even know which to believe. Your action or your words. I shouldn't even expect this from you, but yet I can't help it. Can't help but feel that tinge of ache or is it jealousy. I don't know myself too. It's like everyone else just surpasses me in your eyes. K maybe not. But it didn't used to be like that. What more can I expect when I was the one who pushed you away. It's just that... It would have been better if you actually make an effort to try again instead of just not "fighting" for it.. It's actually pretty hurting.