I guess this is going t be th last post about him ba.. Well, 'm starting t realize and accept reality.. He explain things t me yesterday night and th truth is slowly sinking in. I was too stubborn t accept reality .. I feel so damn pathetic begging t come back t me, crying like a lunatic on th phone but he made me realize that no matter what, it's impossible t patch back at this point of time because too many things have happened.. It's time t quiet down and give each other some peace and thinking space.. Our journey together had really been a rough one.. It's time t move on my life without him by my side.. Yes it hurts, it fuckin hell hurts damn much.. I can't imagine myself being anyone else except him. But time can't be rewind and regretting would be pointless nao. He told me that he loves me yesterday.. I guess that's all I wanna hear.. After today, I will carry on with life, try not t cry anymore even though deep down somewhere it would still hurt .. Try my best t face life with a smile and be strong.. Yes it's really gonna be hard.. But he gives me th strength t do so.. And maybe someday, maybe just some day, we would get back together? True Love doesn't fade with passing time nor distance .. So I guess if there is still love within, there will still be this tiny glint of hope somewhere? This hope will be my motivation .. It doesn't matter if we are not together nao, but if we are fated, we will find our way back t each other someday. For nao, 'm just satisfied that we are still talking and back t how we were used t before we get together.. 'm gonna study real hard and he would be mugging for his o levels too. I should stop adding t his burden. No I won't forget him, nor would I stop loving him.. I will wait for th day that he return because his my last romance.. Till than.. Goodbye hubby.. Hello ah boy.. :') I promised him not t cry anymore and I won't break that promise.. I love you .