Okay, my self esteem nao is really beyond negative. I feel like nothing I do is ever right. Studies, yeah. I can't concentrate. I don't really understand what th textbook is talking. My mind drift all around th place. My head is spinning round and round. I hear my mum nagging at me, discriminating against me. Damn. End of year is so stressful. And than all th problems here and there. Feeling like an extra, unwanted person. My mood like a rollercoaster. I am afraid of loneliness. I eat like a fucking monster, chomp loads of food when 'm down, I think I gained weight like woah. I don't care about my image. I gobble down 10 bar of chocolate in one go and continue eating. Nothing's going right. FML. God save me. I hate all this hunger pangs 'm getting. I hate all th words that 'm hearing around me. I hate how my mind creates such ridiculous wild thoughts. I hate how I feel so dizzy. Argh.
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