Sensitive

I guess this is really what's happening. 'm still so sensitive t him. Everytime people talk about him so even hear related stuff, I feel my heart sink like way down deep. I don't know why this feeling just keep haunting me back. Damn. Abcdefuckit. I don't know if he has gotten over me or what? I really want t know th truth. I want reassurance. I guess I am hoping that miracles will happen someday. Ah, whatever. Maybe he is okay already, if his not that I shall say good job in putting up that strong front because I really fell for it. I want him t be happy, but when I see him happy, I feel myself wishing that he wouldn't be happy. Ironic isn't it? I guess 'm  paranoid, 'm afraid t know his life seems t be better without me in it. Okay 'm sick of this wild guessing game. Bye.